City Whispers
At
this moment hundreds of travellers' feet hardly touch the ground
I
know these faces, have dwelled in those places
I
knew I had to visit the city
I
had to taste and feel home
Even
though open spaces attract me more – now
It's
as if every so often
There's
a need, a desire, call it a fix
To
absorb the density, a familiar dynamic
And
as I leave those wider landscapes
Quietly
I observe sodden fields
As
I sit in comfort on orange coloured train seats
The
ticket collector is nowhere to be seen
I
step into the familiar as I embark
The
crowds haven't fully formed
So
it's with ease that I don't have to wait
For
a 73 bus and in 5 minutes I'm at the Angel
At
this moment I recognise a collection of girls
From
my old school; their uniform fails
To
disguise their uniqueness and I'm
transported
back to the sixties – to my love of Chapel Street's market stalls
I
hardly bother with the market now,
Don't
even take a look; there's no need
I'm
drawn into NEXT and immediately hooked
I
admire the fashion as it explodes colour and I'm warmed
I
knew I had to be in the city today
To
feel alive, to touch the energy once more and be seen
To
linger in those places, see many diverse faces
And
blend in again, to steal, to capture and then begin.
The
spacious restaurant seating is selected
by
the consumer in this half-full lunch time
And
it is almost empty by the time I depart
Only
to step opposite and discover a larger gathering
In
the bar with its low almost dark shadow lighting
A
variety of high and low seats
Here
I feel right at home as there's room
For
every kind of social experience
Women
on their own watch plasma TV screens
Couples
chit-chat, friends hang out,
Others
are Wi-fi slaves to their laptops
A
few are intensely holding on to and searching their mobile phones
There's
a need to stay connected
By
any means necessary
To
this digital age, which
brings
with it a new anxiety and individual responsibility
Glasses
merge and chink, a sip of a drink
and
chatter rises and dissipates
At
this moment, there is a kind of new age dawning
And
another day disappears with no warning.
(24th poem for NaPoWriMo)